dear boo,
how are you lately? i still thinking about you and wish you are fine at somewhere out there. how's your work life? the place you are staying now? you life..
i'm fine over here. time passed. putting my whole self into working life. it is tough, but, i still enjoying much. i guess that is the spirit that keep me alive at work.
still missing you. it is lesser? i'm not too sure. but, whenever i'm missing you, it really can be keep in heart and it would not gets pain.
boo, no matter what has happened, you are always my best friend.
just a reminder, you have a friend in me who will never walk away.
may god bless you.
Friday, February 29, 2008
Sunday, February 24, 2008
Sunday, February 17, 2008
stranger?
dear boo,
just after talking with my best friend. telling her that how much i miss you, as friend. she analyzed the whole situation and make me understand that, there will be a day, if you still treat me as friend, you will contact me back.
give you time, give myself time as well to recover. don't rush things out. we will be fine. if i really love this friend, i should let you know that i'm living fine and well; so, you will feels more peaceful and grateful that my life fill with blessing.
i feels so sad because there is really nothing i can do to save back our friendship.
i don't hope we will become a stranger. i promise you i will take care of myself.
just after talking with my best friend. telling her that how much i miss you, as friend. she analyzed the whole situation and make me understand that, there will be a day, if you still treat me as friend, you will contact me back.
give you time, give myself time as well to recover. don't rush things out. we will be fine. if i really love this friend, i should let you know that i'm living fine and well; so, you will feels more peaceful and grateful that my life fill with blessing.
i feels so sad because there is really nothing i can do to save back our friendship.
i don't hope we will become a stranger. i promise you i will take care of myself.
friendship
dear boo,
i thought i will have no more courage to write in this blog anymore after receiving comment from your friend. it took me few days of "hiding" myself from my own blog space. but...i come to realize, i don't need to prove to anyone of the facts that has happened, that has hurt both of us cruelly. and i don't need to make campaign around to have friends voting for me instead of you.
past have make us stronger - wiser - live life to fullest. i got nothing to prove than telling you i really care for you. i really care of losing a friend like you.
friendship same like relationship as well - needs both hands to clap. i don't know what you thinking. perhaps, you do feels worry of falling into the same 'so-called' friendship trap.
all takes time.
believe it or not...i really do not wish to lost a friend like you. if there is a day, all friends are leaving you and you lost, please remember, you have a friend in me. i will not leave you high and low. no matter what, i'll be there.
till we meet again - become friends again, boo, please take good care.
"quick fixes are nice when they happen. but when first responders rush to a serious accident, any emergency treatment is usually just the beginning of a long process of care and rehabilitation. the same can be expected when it comes to the challenge of restoring wounded hearts."
i thought i will have no more courage to write in this blog anymore after receiving comment from your friend. it took me few days of "hiding" myself from my own blog space. but...i come to realize, i don't need to prove to anyone of the facts that has happened, that has hurt both of us cruelly. and i don't need to make campaign around to have friends voting for me instead of you.
past have make us stronger - wiser - live life to fullest. i got nothing to prove than telling you i really care for you. i really care of losing a friend like you.
friendship same like relationship as well - needs both hands to clap. i don't know what you thinking. perhaps, you do feels worry of falling into the same 'so-called' friendship trap.
all takes time.
believe it or not...i really do not wish to lost a friend like you. if there is a day, all friends are leaving you and you lost, please remember, you have a friend in me. i will not leave you high and low. no matter what, i'll be there.
till we meet again - become friends again, boo, please take good care.
"quick fixes are nice when they happen. but when first responders rush to a serious accident, any emergency treatment is usually just the beginning of a long process of care and rehabilitation. the same can be expected when it comes to the challenge of restoring wounded hearts."
Monday, February 11, 2008
happy birthday!

dear boo,
happy belated birthday!
i did not forget your birthday on the 9th feb - at 00:00am, i was driving while shouted "chinyoong, happy birthday! wishing you have a blessing year ahead. all dreams come true. hope you are happy and blissful." - hope so much these words could be delivered through air and heard by you.
the first things on my mind when i was awake in the morning was wishing you again, "happy birthday". i did not forget till the end of this special day. it was hard. almost failed to drop you a birthday sms wishes. i guess, this is the first time since our 7 years friendship, this friend seems like forgotten your birthday. - i did not, boo -
on 22nd of this month - also 16 of 1st month of chinese lunar calendar is your 27th birthday. i did not forget. every single things about you is nailed on my mind.
boo, how is your birthday passed? i still hope you will have the best time. wishing you a wonderful year ahead. in all aspects.
take good care.
sun yat fai lok! - chinese (cantonese) sang ngit fai lok - chinese (hakka) otanjou-bi omedetou gozaimasu! - japanese selamat hari jadi - malay bonna fete - french