mrt interchange

dear boo,

never thought we will look into our eyes again ever since half year ago.

i was very tired and sleepy as usual when the clock reaching 930pm. furthermore, after a very exhausted day trip to batam with colleagues. while walking at the travellator moving towards the red line in the dhoby ghout interchange, we saw each other and "staring" - while you were on the opposite sides. in front of you was her. happily, smiling talking about something. i know we were surprised to saw each other again. - unbelievable -

the moment passed quite slow. i saw you wearing the old light grey shirt and i guess you are still taking the same sling bag. you are still that skinny. you look great as before. you are still physically same the chin yoong, i knew.

i realised i was freezed while i stand in the mrt. no feeling, not thinking, and...i'm disappeared together with your shadow. - i miss you -

i thought i could cried. i thought i will feel extremely pain. but, i still lost myself until now. i really wish we can meet each other again.

saying, "should be happy for the memories we had and should not be suffering of what we have lost now". i deeply appreciate to have a good friend like you for the past few years. a friend who never leave me, never abandon me and sincerely love and care for me.

it is really hard to love you, to miss you - while doing the blessing from far.

.... i really miss you.