love

basically, i don't know how to start off with this "blog". feels quite complicated at the moment. feels like something "bothering" my heart now. yeah....it's LOVE. in the meaning of relationship.

sometimes, i'm still asking myself where is my true love. somewhere out there also searching for me?...or is he already appearing around me, yet i'm still blur to discover?..i don't know. want to be in love again. however, i know....Iim not really ready for another commitment again. i'm not believe in "forever"?...do not really trust a man especially their words?...yea...probably...maybe, I do still not really ready to commit myself again. getting too hurt in the past. but...i want to have the feels of being love and love someone!! HELP!

sigh...been browsing through one of my friend's photos. i know she is still thinking much about the past relationship. maybe, still can't let go what is no longer there. seems like seeing myself in her. suddenly, missing someone. not those kind of love...yea...nope at all. it's just some memories - very unforgettable memory for him and me. when love was young.

love, relationship - there is no guidelines to tell you what you should do during some circumstances. follow your instinct, your heart. i always trust nothing is impossible in the relationship if both of you willing to commit in the relationship. long last relationship recipes : not only fate, also commitment, trust and truth.

wish...he is soon find me and we could experience our journey together.

ferris wheel

everyone in malaysia should got to know this "ferris wheel" in taman titiwangsa. it just a huge wheel and yea...of course all the while we been see it in some movies or drama. it's like a fairy tales things. hmmm....well....if got the chance for sure i will grab the opportunity to sit on it and enjoying the scene. experience it. i mean with someone "special"...hahahahahah...sigh....

it's the visit malaysia year. Been reading the newspaper and promoting all the places in malaysia. for me....yeah...of course...feels like wanna go here and wanna go there. this place looks good for holidays. that place looks perfect for a rest. yet...money & budgeting comes into the pictures.

somehow, I'M FINALLY DECIDED TO GET A PASSPORT tomorrow! hahahhaha...yea....has been talking about it since 1 year ago. people has been asking me am I going somewhere oversea?...hmm....of course in these 5 years plan?...hahaha..at the moment intention of getting the passport just "in case" situation. i don't know what tomorrow will bring. maybe out of "sudden" I got the opportunity to go "oversea"? Who knows right?

last day of year 2006

it's the last day of the year 2006. was actually planning of going to one utama for the countdown, yet, unpredictable, I went to malacca one day visit with my parent, sister and my sister's bf. Woww....it's really been a very tired day for us.

so....i miss out another countdown again. hahah....another side of it...i gain a memorable days with my parent. I know they have much fun of today. and i know they must be have a great night sleep today as they been walking too much.

we have been taking a lots of photos. me alone i think has been taken around 50 pictures. must be thinking, what so much in malacca?..Yeah...I did really act like a tourist....NON-MALAYSIAN tourist of course.

Ummm........anyway, happy new year to all my friends! hope coming year would be a wonderful year, blessing and really a happy year...about 15 mins away, we will going to say goodbye to the year 2006!!...