last day of year 07

dear boo,

today is the last day of the year 2007.

how are you going to spend this very last day? i need to standby in the hotel until 1 jan 08, 3am. meaning, i will countdown the very 1st day of the year 08 in the hotel.

everyone start to wish one another - "happy new year!" - "blissful year 08" -
everyone start to talk about resolution(s).

me..i just hope we will meet each other again. can't think of any at this moment.

happy new year, chin yoong.

wealth of fountain

dear boo,

i spent another saturday evening at the "wealth of fountain" at suntec. as normal, walking around the fountain for 3 times while quietly repeating the wish. then, make a laser dedication through the pc screen.

yesterday, i have made the same wish as last week. and the following was laser message dedication:
"to: boo from: moo hope we will see each other again. i miss you"


the message appeared quite early as soon as the dedication start at 8pm. the place was quite crowded yesterday. i just sat alone looking at the fountain while eating my favorite greentea ice cream - japanese soft-serve ice cream - yama yuki... (SGD 3 per cone....expensive!!) this is also the 2nd time, once the message appearing, i heard..."owwwwh....." from people surrounding me.

http://www.suntecreit.com/sunteccitymall/touristattractions.htm

..i guess i will continue doing so until the day god let us meet again. i don't know when, how, where and on what purpose. all i know now is...i do...i do miss you all the time.

wishing sphere

dear boo,

i believe you have seen this white wishing spheres that are floating onto the water of marina bay. i'd pen my hope and wish on one of this sphere last saturday - hope we will meet each other again.

it just an emotional support and comfort

three more days to go. it's another year again...

commander

dear boo,

how's your working days throughout the week? challenges in handling difficult people (the colleague with 'b')? hope you are still manage to grasp your breath. every morning since monday, i do spend approximately 3 minutes praying to god - hopefully you are well blessed throughout the 24 hours and we both are strong enough to manage the daily issues arises.

got to know one of uniform room's auntie during dinner time these days. she is a very amazing woman who only can remember staff's clock number (a.k.a. employee number). what make me surprise is she remember ALL (600++ staff excluding part timer) when we start to test her. -commander- nick name given by my colleague to her. whenever we are talking to her, she just called our clock number instead of our name. feels like in the army camp. very fun.

everyone, even a simple uniform sorter auntie has her speciality in their work - matching over 600++ 5 digit numbers to each staff. everyone is a professional to their designated task.

.....me and you too.

hope this become an aspiration for you to become more stronger in your work box.

umbrella

dear boo,

it was drizzling tonight. remembered the night we walked under the rain after having our dinner - our favorite fish porridge in amk. the way you become so surprise and so shy of holding the umbrella - which you commented it look like the "guy short". the way we laughed all the way to mrt under the rain, the way you keep on complaining on the umbrella and kept on asking me to buy a new one.

it is so funny and till now, everytime whenever i'm remembered it, i will smile. thank you for the memory.

boo,
my sister told me, i can continue to miss you. i can continue to cry caused of missing you so much. i can continue thinking of our memory at anytime and anywhere. but, i have to tell myself, the very 1st day when you are gone, i might be crying for 10 times in a day, 2nd day, maybe 9 times...and it should be continued to decrease.

i never blame you. and i always tell the people who loves us that i never blame or hate you. i truly believe that i never mistrust where i had put my heart to. you are still the best man i ever know. no matter what has been happened between us, i always tell them, you are still love me a lots as a friend.

truly missing you here...

history of boo

history of boo...the history of us.

dictionary.com define the word as a noun of an "exclamation of contempt or disapproval". the word of boo also used in the halloween day which could define as "ghost sound".

boo in our term, is just something special to call on, instead of "darling", "honey" or even in a simple term of "hi" or "hello". boo is our sms-es language in which it started since the movie of monster inc. on screen in 2001. boo is this cute little girl character name in that animated movie. the movie we last watched together as a couple.

after 6 years, we seems to forget the real meaning of it.

boo, i'm sorry.

dedicate to chin yoong

it take so much courage to dedicate this blog to him - chin yoong.
from today onwards, this blog space will be the place where i'm able to talk to him.

before go far, "chin yoong, merry christmas"...

i really don't know where are you now. i really don't know what should i do that i will only see you again. i really don't know how to keep in touch with you anymore - at this moment. all i want to tell you...i do really miss you.

chin yoong, i really do hope....one day ...one fine day, you will see me again.