today is a gift

dear boo,

i went to johor bahru yesterday...purpose? um..no purpose. it was such a "lengthy", "irritating" and "tiring" trip. it was so traffic congested even before reaching the sg custom and the queue in the custom...scary and .......super crowded! it took me almost 2 and half hour to reach the destination.

above all, yet..i treat myself a movie - kung fu panda. it is kinda funny and it feels alright to watch alone. there is a sentence in the movie touches me. we might hear it before, but, it does feels different at a different stage of life. .....yesterday is a history, tomorrow is mystery, today is a gift; that's why it is call present. hope we does appreciate everyday of our life.

boo, it is already end june. how are you? are you still in capitaland? i'm still passing through the same station going to work. i miss you.

可以不可以 - can you or can't you

dear boo,

recently i fall in love with this song, "can you or can't you" (可以不可以)written by mayday ashin.
'you are my world..like sun, your world of me..like butterfly'

can you or can't you make me return to that day i suddenly grew up
可不可以讓我回到　突然長大那一天
that moment, his kiss, changed my world
那一刻　他的吻　改變我的世界
can you or can’t you make this summer, this story last forever
可不可以這個夏天　這些故事能永遠
beside the track, outside the lines, the more we walk the farther we’ve gone
球場邊　界外線　我們巳越走越遠

i can draw a circle, shut myself in side, force my memories outside
我可以劃一個圈　把自己關在裡面　把回憶擋在外面
but i can’t stop yearning, his kindness and fickleness are expanding in my skies
卻不能停止想念　在我的天空蔓延　他有的善良和善變
i can draw a circle and call it a perfect period, return his free blue skies
我可以劃一個圈　當作是完美句點　還他自由的藍天
but I can’t stop yearning, a brief sweet picture, if i abandon all of this
卻不能停止想念　一幕幕甜美畫面　如果放棄了這一切
then the soul inside my body... who is it?
那麼在我身體裡的靈魂　是誰

can you or can’t you make me learn how to smile through a broken heart
可不可以讓我練習　心碎時候有笑臉
waiting for him to be far away before my tears can fall
等著他　已走遠　才能落下眼淚
can you or can’t you make me disappear from the horizon, this moment
可不可以讓我消失　在地平線這瞬間
i’ve cried, cooled off, faced the wind but cannot fly
哭過了　冷卻了　起風了卻不能飛

so i can continue to embrace my broken heart
所以我可以　一直擁抱　心碎

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xeXKXAXSxnk&feature=related

i am very good

dear boo,

same as yesterday, i'm very exhausted now after knocking off quite late from work. super sleepy....and was lied on the bed - the light was turned off...on my sleeping position... however..

doesn't know why, i miss you suddenly. and this blog was created.

"i am very good" as song from a singer. lyric written by ashin mayday. by coincidently heard this song.. feels bit touchy..feels bit glad..feels thankful.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TFOBnFVlFV8&feature=related
http://209.85.171.104/translate_c?hl=en&sl=zh-TW&u=http://mp3.baidu.com/m%3Ftn%3Dbaidump3%26ct%3D134217728%26lm%3D-1%26word%3D%25C1%25F5%25C8%25F4%25D3%25A2%2520%25CE%25D2%25BA%25DC%25BA%25C3&prev=/search%3Fq%3D%25E5%258A%2589%25E8%258B%25A5%25E8%258B%25B1%2B%25E6%2588%2591%25E5%25BE%2588%25E5%25A5%25BD%2Benglish%2Btranslation%26hl%3Den%26client%3Dfirefox-a%26rls%3Dorg.mozilla:en-US:official%26hs%3DNot%26sa%3DG

i'm living fine, boo. i do...
i do still miss you...i do...
tell me stupid..tell me naive..but..nothing i can do.

沙發上睡著孤單冷醒的破曉冷的麵條熱的眷炕@啤酒在苦笑當時的煎熬當時的心痛如絞天終於亮了遺憾終於退潮

終於能夠恨不再瘋略ㄕA掉心不逃一定會有一個人一段新的美好

誰讓我擁抱誰讓我再一次心跳就算愛情讓我再次的跌倒傷痕也要是一種驕傲誰讓我擁抱誰讓我瘋狂的心跳就算明天整個城市要傾倒也讓我愛到最後一秒

丟掉電影票刪掉信件跟合照洗了床單剪了頭髮清空了煩惱恨可以很小小到眼盔鄖R掉我現在很好可以重新起跑

終於能夠恨不再瘋略ㄕA掉心不逃一定會有一個人一段新的美好

誰讓我擁抱誰讓我再一次心跳就算愛情讓我再次的跌倒傷痕也要是一種驕傲誰讓我擁抱誰讓我瘋狂的心跳就算明天整個城市要傾倒也讓我愛到最後一秒

地鐵湧出了人潮幸福湧出了預兆我會找回當初對愛天真的霸道

誰讓我擁抱誰讓我再一次心跳就算愛情讓我再次的跌倒傷痕也要是一種驕傲誰讓我擁抱誰讓我瘋狂的心跳就算明天整個城市要傾倒也讓我愛到最後一秒誰讓我擁抱誰讓我瘋狂的心跳就算明天整個城市要傾倒也讓我愛到最後一秒

movies week

dear boo,

it was a very tired and exhausted week to me. besides being too stress of getting most of the important things done before my boss on leave for two weeks, i have attended to two movies continuously in a row after works - accuracy of death and premier of sex and the city -

both are great movie to watch. kinda hilarious but still brought some messages to my life. especially from the first movie. it is beautifully connected and worth to watch. meanwhile, the second movie, i believe it would be one of the movie that you will have - perhaps you have watched by now. on the evening, when i got the free tickets to this premier, the first person came to me for the invitation would be you and i know, you will definitely interested. but, at the end, i went myself.

for the next two weeks, i foresee i will be in a schedule of busy and stress. yet, i told myself, i can go through it. i'm scare, but i still believe the capability in me and me who you always believe in. always feels if you are still here keeping in touch with me, you will still support me.

boo, there are so many great things happened to my life. hope you will be happy for me.