dear boo,it is a very hot and sunny day. to other countries, it is summer now. how are you? where are you? what are you doing?...
trying to gets a nap. but, doesn't know why. when i closed my eyes, i tried to think of how do you look like. i start to feel, i almost...almost can't recall your face. trying to think back our memories. the way, you commented on the appearance of me, the way i act onto something that doesn't pleased you, the way we stared at the same things and laughed; the way the kid was carried through by his parent and hit his head to the table...few times, the kid just hold his head and look back to these tables - helpless. the time we spent the whole evening at east cost park - cycling. the way you look at me and cried - hopeless as you doesn't know what decision you need to made.
boo, if you are to close your eyes now, will you still remember how do i look like? when i smile and when i cry. the way i acted cute and you don't know what to do with it.
i can't forget - everything.
people might said, the purpose of i'm doing all this is because i want to "own" you, instead of really love you. there is a time, i have been asking myself the same question.
love. simply pure and simply simple and simple ordinary. simply hope the person you love will be happy. will we meet again? if one day, if there is something bad happened on me, in my phone book, will you still the one i will call to? i don't know if that day come. i know, if it is now, i will still.
balance of a dragonfly. i'm still seeking the balance of life which you always have been teaching me and that's the reason you are leaving me behind. once breathless, now, i'm living much stronger because of you.
i'll be doing fine, boo. hope you will too.
...i will still smile...
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好不好 Will You/Is It Alright? - mayday
I don’t know if it’s right or if it’s wrong; I don’t know if it’s alright or if it’s not
I don’t know if you’ll laugh at me for being foolish
Summer, an afternoon of thunderstorms, missing you, I don’t know where you are
I really wish to see your smiling face
Your warmth fills up my lonely heart
I can’t keep on waiting, I want to say to you
Let you think, let you guess, whose nights are filled with worry
Worrying about heartless wind, heartless rain, blocking our road
Your hurts, your regrets, holding you in my two hands
In this life, my one wish is to give you happiness, is that alright
Some days are sweet and some are arduous, but I have you, we take care of each other
I want to hear your heartfelt thoughts
My dear, are you listening to me speak, my dear, is it really alright
Are you still worried about me, trusting me is still the difficult decision you have to make
Your warmth fills up my lonely heart
My waiting can’t keep on this way, I want to say to you
