umbrella

dear boo,

it was drizzling tonight. remembered the night we walked under the rain after having our dinner - our favorite fish porridge in amk. the way you become so surprise and so shy of holding the umbrella - which you commented it look like the "guy short". the way we laughed all the way to mrt under the rain, the way you keep on complaining on the umbrella and kept on asking me to buy a new one.

it is so funny and till now, everytime whenever i'm remembered it, i will smile. thank you for the memory.

boo,
my sister told me, i can continue to miss you. i can continue to cry caused of missing you so much. i can continue thinking of our memory at anytime and anywhere. but, i have to tell myself, the very 1st day when you are gone, i might be crying for 10 times in a day, 2nd day, maybe 9 times...and it should be continued to decrease.

i never blame you. and i always tell the people who loves us that i never blame or hate you. i truly believe that i never mistrust where i had put my heart to. you are still the best man i ever know. no matter what has been happened between us, i always tell them, you are still love me a lots as a friend.

truly missing you here...