it is another weekend nearer to august. towards to the most painful in memories of the month of august - last year. it is so painful until i could feel it repetitively. ..sorry, naive, helpless.. that little guy. if you still remember how it is feel like.
had a 'long' holiday. went to taipei and went back home. felt so much relax..enjoy yet missing you a lots. perhaps, that's the reason why i love make myself busy with work. even though sometimes it is so exhausted, though, i guess, at least it is so much better than the feeling of thinking of you, missing you yet...i don't have the courage of letting you know.
*taipei sky*
everytime, whenever i'm thinking of you, before sending you any sms, i'll ask myself, am i ready to see you again without getting hurt? it is so painful that you had left me without a goodbye. it is so painful to imagine the happy moment we used to have and i have lost it all now. i miss being by your sides and filled our night with nonsense jokes and laughter. i love sitting besides you - comfortably even silences fill the sky.
how are you? where do you live now?
...i miss you, chin yoong.
*bracing with luck & to remind myself of him*
No comments:
Post a Comment