....i am seriously in deep crying now. i was too bored until read back all those "old" emails back to date year 2002. emails which started off with very sweet meaning until breaking my heart apart.
i didn't know how i was able to take it in those period. i do recall, it must a deep hurt and i took a very long time to climb up, back the confident shuiman. when i'm reading them through, i will still crying. i don't know how he manage to wrote such touching emails that i believe when times he wrote them, his heart was painful too.
i don't know why at this time, i do really hope he is around. catch him to read back those emails which continuously to make me cry even time passed 5 years now.
i also can't figure why i still keeping those emails. for the memories i guess and for the reminder to myself everytime, i'm about to fall in love with him again. hurt was previously made. first love.
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